I am absolutely sick. The only day we can figure out to do Em's bachelorette party is the 15th. Graduation day. Graduation party day. The last party with my friends. I can't possibly do both, and it makes me sick to have to choose one over the other. And I feel horrible, because I'm leaning toward spending the evening with Josh and Tacia and Brian and Todd instead of Emily. Because as much as I go on about how much my family means to me, my friends have been more important to me than I care to explain. And ironically, I think only Emily has an inkling of an idea why.