I received a forward from Marianne this morning with an illustration of what I was talking about yesterday. It's amazing the timing these things sometimes have:

A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Wal-Mart. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Wal-Mart.

We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day.

The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in "Mom, let's run through the rain," she said.

"What?" Mom asked.

"Let 's run through the rain!" She repeated.

"No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mom replied.

This young child waited about another minute and repeated: "Mom, let's run through the rain,"

"We'll get soaked if we do," Mom said.

"No, we won't, Mom. That's not what you said this morning," the young girl said as she tugged at her Mom's arm.

"This morning? When did I say we could run through the rain and not get wet?"

"Don't you remember? When you were talking to Daddy about his cancer, you said 'If God can get us through this, he can get us through anything!'"

The entire crowd stopped dead silent. I swear you couldn't hear anything but the rain. We all stood silently. No one came or left in the next few minutes.

Mom paused and thought for a moment about what she would say. Now some would laugh it off and scold her for being silly. Some might even ignore what was said. But this was a moment of affirmation in a young child's life. A time when innocent trust can be nurtured so that it will bloom into faith.

"Honey, you are absolutely right. Let's run through the rain. If God lets us get wet, well maybe we just needed washing," Mom said.

Then off they ran. We all stood watching, smiling and laughing as they darted past the cars and yes, through the puddles. They held their shopping bags over their heads just in case. They got soaked. But they were followed by a few who screamed and laughed like children all the way to their cars.

And yes, I did. I ran. I got wet. I needed washing.

He flies out early tomorrow morning for an interview the same day, and then will be gone until early next week. He will find out tomorrow if he got the job or not, and if he does, he needs the time to find a place to live, etc. I'm pretty much to the point now that I really want him to get this job, even if it takes him away, because he wants it so much. We talked last night about the grander scheme of things, why he was brought here, why he needs this opportunity. He said, basically, "Living here hasn't been the best experience for me. But other people in my life are better off because I was here for them: my sister is out of a bad situation, my dad got the help he needed..."

"And me," I added. He grinned (and I think I saw a bit of a blush).

I said, "The people in your life can't always be enough to make you happy if you think you're headed in the wrong direction in your life. You have to do what is best for you, and maybe taking this job will eventually bring you back to the people you love and then you have it all." And that's all I can really hope for. I'm going to run through the rain, and I'll probably get wet, but only because I need washing.