I'm having a serious case of buyer's remorse. All that money I spent yesterday with Chelsea...I don't feel like it was good money spent. I don't mind spending money, as long as it's on something durable and practical and something I've thought on and gotten used to for a while. I'm taking some things back. I'm not like Leah, I can't buy stuff and take it back, it gives me a sick feeling in my stomach. I spent entirely too much money at Victoria's Secret, a couple of useless shirts at Dillard's (though I looked so cute in them, especially with my new bangs), an entirely too expensive polo at Scheel's, although I think I'm keeping that one, a pair of tennis shoes, which, admittedly, I need and the purchase of which will probably get me running again here pretty soon so I don't die when TKD starts up again.

And I just purchased a computer. That was painful. I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I really do think it was a good purchase, but I am feeling cash poor with all the money I sunk into the house and not exactly sure about the timing. I definitely would not have done it had I not gotten the raise. But buying a computer feels like buying a new car. They depreciate in value so fast, it's ridiculous. So anyway, I'll have a computer and internet at home within a couple weeks, which hopefully will make me more productive at work. Because, really, I do spend entirely too much time at my desk at work. If I don't spend my lunchbreaks surfing, I think it will help my focus immensely.

In short, feeling poor, taking stuff back, just don't know what, and moving into the twentieth century. Twenty-first, here I come!